Hi! Here are some small drawings I did today.
Some nudity (artistic nudity).
I also found some old drawings that I missed…!
(tinyapples)
Hi! Here are some small drawings I did today.
Some nudity (artistic nudity).
I also found some old drawings that I missed…!
(tinyapples)
🍏🐸 New things 🐸🍏
hi :-) it me… tiny apples! oooooo oogogfooooogofof sorry
💜 ~ pet the kiddo ~ 💜
✨🌈 … Today’s thoughts … 🌈✨
- i think the eric andre show on adult swim made me laugh so hard for the first time in a reaaallly long time. don’t tell anyone but i laughed so hard i pissed in my pajama pants
(´;Д;`) … ( ˙-˙ )
- never mind TMI OKKKK💦(´°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥`)🌀💢
- i ate a slice of pizza and 2 garlic knots and i’m addicted to fruit tea, especially lemon black ice tea 🍋🍵🧊
🧃🐹🪴🌷💕
# 1 Filthy Frank / Pink Guy
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Funny scale: 5 out of 10
What i like: he’s extremely unique in the way he screams and makes weird noises. Idk why but loud, purposely ridiculous screaming often makes me laugh. I love hamburger pls and the prank calls. I found out that way back on his youtube channel, he has some random silly animations. I didn’t know about that till recently, props to him for trying animation also. He’s one of the people i wonder how he got so brave and confident to act in public wearing a pink suit.
Now that he makes music, i enjoy his music a lot more mainly because i’m a music nerd and i love his music genuinely…especially the sad stuff, and the lofi type of vibe 🎵🎵🎵🎶🎶🎶
What i’m not fond of: idk he’s great but sometimes i find political jokes in general annoying, but he barely mentions that type of stuff anyway. Sometimes i question his morals but not that much. It depends on the video and there are things he might casually mention that i may slightly worry about a bit but he doesn’t really go too far ever- not that i know of- and i mean he does dark humor mostly anyway so it’s expected
# 2 Jack Pop
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Funny scale: 8/10
What i like: when i found this guy i was so happy. His videos are hilarious. He has a genuine attitude and i like his very chill type of vibe. His videos are often retro and he often has old school humor which is great. An added plus: he’s never political, or mentions any “dark somewhat offensive” jokes, which is nice because i never feel bad for laughing, and i never feel “targeted” on anything because he just makes jokes into anything. He makes random scenes about anything and then just exaggerates them to the extreme. The “outside the box, out of context” humor is right up my alley. A lot of his videos can be extremely relatable too. I Love the chaotic energy of his videos most of all. Pure chaos 👌
The first video i found by him was: “that guy who’s humor hasn’t changed since 2016” (i think that’s what it was called)
Also i think my favorite was: “POV it’s 3AM and you’re turning your life around”
What i’m not fond of: nothing to say, really. All his videos are top notch and i think he’s the first guy to make me laugh so hard for over an hour. Maybe 2 hours, even. I was laughing so late at night when i was watching his videos for the first time that i couldn’t stop, and it was driving my parents crazy, like i was laughing uncontrollably and they kept telling me to be quiet and go to bed. seriously that’s how much he made me crack up. The only note for people who are not a fan of bathroom humor/gross humor/throw up humor even(like throwing up food): he sometimes makes videos that can include that, but it doesn’t bother me. Just a note for others. Honestly i’m weird that way (finding bathroom humor funny, or at least not being bothered by it lol)
# 3 The Eric Andre show
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Funny scale: 10/10
I gave it a 10/10 because of what i mentioned before…I haven’t leaked my pajama pants since i was LIKE 8 YEARS OLD. I would do that as a YOUNG CHILD and never have done it since, until i watched a bunch of those videos by them. I laughed so hard I could barely breathe. That right there gives them the credit for getting a 10 hahaha…
What i like: toothpaste video was my first favorite maybe, but the sprite bicycle video still is up there, maybe second to first favorite, i love the public new york city ridiculousness videos, i love the one where he spooned lo mein noodles into a lady’s shopping bag— i love the horse subway video— though i’m sorry to say, i am a bit relieved that i haven’t actually seen him in person at all because i live in new york city lol (i can’t imagine what would happen..oooffff.)
What i’m not fond of: idk i’m tired of writing this, let’s move on lol ٩( 'ω' )و☆٩( ᐛ )و
🍎 … tiny apples … 🍎
Alexia Leeds — Artist Side Project assignment
Artist’s name: Beatrix Potter
The year it was created: 1904
Medium: watercolor
Edition size: 8x11 (?)
Price (if available): National Trust Fund
The reason you like it: I really love and admire Beatrix Potter’s illustrations because they show the simplicity and softness of the wilderness. They show how nature is beautiful and comfortable, but also has a lot of life, expression and emotion. It combines wild and free with homey, cozy and gentle. It gives the viewer a place of home, while also describing with her visual language in detail of what the animal’s lives were like outside of their homes. The atmosphere of her drawings are very realistic and show a lot of attention to detail of the natural world; I love the details in the vegetables and fruits, flowers, other plant life and even insects. I also very much love the animals are shown a little like humans, wearing little clothes and doing daily activities, taking care of their children and family, and doing things together. It’s interesting how they actually hop and run around on two legs like humans. However at certain moments in her books (example: Peter Rabbit), they can run or walk around on four legs like their species naturally does. This makes them a sort of hybrid between human and animal. I also love the importance of family and friendship in her stories, in terms of the plot but also in the drawings, which show these things pretty clearly in the way that they were drawn. You can see the expressions on the animal’s faces will be similar to the way that they are described in the writing as well.
- horse head
- beep beep lettuce meme shirt
- fishnet tights and ripped? denim shorts
- yellow crocks
🐴🐴🐴🐴🐤🐤🐤🐤
I have a problem
question- What am I dressing as for halloween?
somewhat accurate answer: my goal is to look as bizarre and foolish as possible.
Although i do kind of want to cosplay as Kid again. :-)
Ok hopefully halloween will be fun :-D (a good excuse to eat free candy if possible)
(Personal feelings post)
About the relatively recent abortion ban., which makes me sick, and sad, and extremely depressed…
I’m very sorry to all the women in red states right now. I’m ashamed to be amercian at this point. I am so sad it’s hard to even be thankful as much for anything anymore. I feel your pain and suffering. It’s not fair to you all. It’s not fair for you and your families. From the bottom of my heart I want things to get better for you, for all of you. It sucks that I can’t say anything more, nothing I can say will remove this hardship, I can say all I want but I won’t be able to take the situation away. It’s up to the government now, I guess, but I wish I could help. If I were in your position I’d be completely destroyed, I wouldn’t trust anyone, and I probably would be fearful to engage in any relationships sexual or not in fear of getting pregnant because then I’m screwed. I don’t like how politically divided this country is. I don’t like how liberals and conservatives behave sometimes on both ends of the spectrum, and especially more extremists and people who aren’t willing to reasonably work out issues and listen to each other carefully, and would rather respond with hate, anger, or disgust, or speak too loudly on top of others without giving others a chance. I probably make mistakes too in that regard, but I want you to know that I deeply feel ashamed and sad for you and I’d rather talk than not at this point, it feels so lonely and everyone feels so far apart.
I would like to think people in blue states would be sending money, support, their kindest most generous acts, willingness to protest or come help, peaceful protests, anything they can…hopefully they are, but i don’t really watch the news anymore. It feels like everything’s a blame game right now.
Conservative women i wish you knew, i feel bad, i feel terrible when people say “karen”, or think you’re crazy, or poor, or racist or whatever they say because it’s not helpful to you. Even if you had issues it’s not the way to change it or solve anything for anyone. It’s just rude to you. It’s just like they’re trying to blame you for whatever feelings you have that you can’t help. I don’t always agree with you all the time for things that you may say or believe, but you know what? Liberals are honestly no better in that regard. Liberals are often equally as bad as some conservative beliefs and it’s really stupid. Liberals act like they’re better but they’re really not. In my experience like - i know how you feel, and i don’t like it, and I’m sorry. and.. here’s a story.
I was called more things than i can count for reasons completely out of my control. i was also called racist— i was called this by a guy who used to be my friend, the relationship if you can even call it that became extremely toxic… he called me that on a group chat, we were all talking about politics for the 1000th time and i hated talking about politics and nothing else.. for reasons, arranged marriages came up as a topic… i said they were bad, or at least not healthy for real relationships, because if women are forced into marriage they can’t make their own choices of who to love, and he actually had the audacity to lecture me about “not saying whatever i want bc its “racist” and unfair to other cultures” or some garbage like that, as if i didn’t know that, as if i was stupid. I was talking about the practice, not the culture. Nothing i said was racist. I have never said the N word in my life. He was what you all (y’all) would call a sjw.
A”social justice warrior” or whatever they call it. I didn’t like that and i never will. It’s just not healthy and productive.
To be honest.. It’s toxic. It’s like people who say “I’m going to change the WORLD!!” With such pride without understanding facts or anything, or even having a plan. It’s ridiculous, honestly. A single person can’t change the entire world, certainly not this country at this state. You need more people working together. The government should be doing that with us, to help us, if they even cared but.. instead of changing the world, the country, why can’t people like that start by changing themselves? Changing themselves for the better and for their friends and family? I dunno, like.. getting into good habits or whatever? Instead their goal is to “change the world” by controlling everyone else’s thoughts, desperately trying to get them to have their same opinion… 🙄 (which, comes from what? What is their actual motive? Why do they want to change? What do they want to change? Do they not realize that this is a complicated issue? There’s no 1, single step to change things. Like ever. There are multiple steps. Do they know this? Gosh)
Besides being called racist for no reason at all i’ve also beem called an sjw. I’ve probably been called sjw by people who are also sjw. I’ve been called a f*ggot, even though i’m biologically female, a sl*t when i was a virgin for the longest time, and i still am, that’s a private scary story so i’m not going to go in detail there , sorry. I’ve been called a b*tch, a drama queen despite me being the shyest kid in class and having social anxiety and avoiding drama at all costs. I’ve been called a lot of other stupid slurs, internet lingo that i really don’t feel like repeating. Who knows, maybe somedwy i’ll be called a karen too.
These words are evil and hurtful, honestly i don’t believe in “reclaiming slurs” all that much, it would be better off to say nice things to people instead, not defining them by a characteristic or whatever, and just treating each other as fellow humans…
Anyway, that’s all. I deeply hope and want for you to be safe. I don’t care if you’re red or blue. You’re still women, and yoo’re still in a rough spot, and it’s not fair. Please feel free to talk to me but if you don’t want to i understand. Hopefully we can change this… I really hope so.
Ultimately, the government SHOULD NEVER have control over anyone’s body and health.
I stand with you, and all the other women in the world who are having a hard time.
After all, i am a woman…
Always remember! Women support women ❤️☮️
Notice: she is naked :-0 :->
Please be aware ;;💦
Also, I have to make her clothes and stuff and her eva suit but i haven’t started yet :-/ mainly because it was a long project to finish her, but i will make her clothes ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ i promise…٩( ᐛ )و also i am making other plushies with this pattern and other versions of it :-D (for example, a male version of the body pattern, i might have this pattern stored somewhere in my stuff already actually ?)
Hi here is a small doodle i did at work :-)
I might want to make a finished version of this and make a print :-0
Also, i’m making more plush content, and also, i finished Asuka COMPLETELY and i have to share photos of her as soon as possible! She’s literally so cute, i am trying to make her more clothes too :->
Bye ! :-)
tinyapples 🐶❤️
So i realized many reasons why attack on titan is almost eerily similar to ww2
People watch the show bc it looks cool, has action (err.. and violence obviously), reels them in, has interesting character etc. yea
But i kind of noticed this from the beginning but didn’t sink in until i finally deeply thought, and then looked up other’s perspectives on it
I came up with a lot of reasons.. actually..
Notice: I watched up to the part where Hanji was studying a titan, then Annie of the survey corps was suspected of spying on the research. I stopped there and never watched the rest of it mainly bc i was busy and stuff like this. Later i read the rest of the context of the story about the Elridans and the what is it called…Mayrans or whatever I forgot their class name but basically the titans
- it’s essentially an apocalypse in the past, NOT the future. There are no phones or robots and the houses are all old and made of bricks and clearly the people wear clothes from older times. It’s clearly a show that’s time period is set in the past so that’s an immeidate hint that it’s historical from the beginning
- there are titans. They look like giant, demonized cyclops and they are Physically in SCALE giants compared to the people in the towns. And.. why? Because their entire purpose in the show is to eat the people in the town. Which already had me terrified from the beginning. Imagining a giant, scary, toothy smile coming from my window with two beady eyes looking right at me and then a hand crashing through my roof and picking me up and… chomp… god it was so fucking scary as a concept, i literally believed attack on titan was probably somewhere in the horror genre of anime for a while
- the titans cannot talk and are basically… clearly… have no idea what they’re doing. They’re not capable of thought or reason. They just want to eat people (and the reason why is not explicitly or clearly explained)
- eren’s mother is eaten. I realize this was a trauma for him because i mean obviously it was. But i didn’t finish watching so I didn’t see eren become a complete psychopath. I did generally observe people labeling him as the “kill the titans” “i want to kill all the titans” guy, via images,, memes,,, and stuff and obviously his resentment of the death of his mother
I mean duh your innocent, hardworking mother who you love dearly and takes care of you//is your only safety net gets eaten by a giant stranger of course you’re gonna be fucking angry at the rest of these.. strangers.. like them who eat people
Then i realized—- these are not strangers. The titans are Jews
I mean..
- Hitler hated jews bc they were “different”.. ugly or whatnot. He wanted blonde eyes blue hair——— DAMN I ALWAYS SAY THAT OK OOPS. (Funny moment of this post). Blonde hair, blue eyes and stuff. I mean the only phsyical trait of Jewish people i actually notice is that they often have somewhat bigger noses, but okay. Other than that they are completely beautiful and natural and have NOTHING like faces that are “ugly” to the EXTENT of the titans— clearly the titans are a huge exaggeration of “ugly” (even if they were this way in appearance. they wouldn’t be giant bc that’s impossible and then they wouldn’t “eat people”?? They’d most likely be shunned from their communities and told they would never be in a relationship or marry or whatever bc of their physical abnormalities)
- also the titans make “ugly” into “scary”. Think about that. Someone that is giant, maybe ugly is the wrong word but like clearly demonic and deformed to the point where it reminds you of paranormal activity horror creatures (uhh no i TOTALLY havent been watching—- err never mind sorry ahahaaaaaaa)
- so like, ugly, scary, giant, diet consisting of literal human beings. Clearly they are the ones to be feared. Yes. But then you remember that they are MUTE characters. They can’t talk or say anything, so… that already makes them silent, different, unable to understand… it’s cruel to say “retarded” but that’s kind of what the titans are dumbed down to. Also the way some of them walk, with their arms folded? Running and skipping like that? That’s… clearly abnormal
- then Eren being put into the survey corps which was clearly a military force, the reveal that the titans don’t actually DIGEST the human flesh as their food and energy but literally just spit them up/poop them out in some sort of gooey ball of traumatized human beings (and then those people are actually still alive somehow.. shiver) (maybe it represents the regular innocent German people who got so fucked by WW2 that they just kinda… flopped, fled, got killed by Hitler’s supporters or just generally were ignored or hated? Because.. they’re alive in that ball of Titan saliva and just scared and staring out at the violence in front of them and desperately wishing they could be dead, so the pain would go away? Like my god. And the titans were the ones that originally… you know.. ate them and then just left them there? Am i the only one who sees a connection? Like ignorance? The Germans also suffering from them being brainwashed into a scary reality?)
- historically, to be fair the germans never wanted to actually commit genocide to a whole population in concentration camps? Hilter was known to be an excellent public speaker and also excellent at mind numbing people with his speeches? Almost hypnotizing people to believe these things about Jews…?
Fun facts about hitler
- he wanted to be an artist
- he had a dog? I think?
- he had serious mental issues
- he might have been rejected from art school and had a not good past
- how he became a psychopath evil ruler responsible for the systematic killing of a generation of people, or what his brain looked like, how he would become such a crazy person is.. unknown. We’ll never know why
- he killed himself at the end and then.. basically, all his followers were punished by law instead (way to avoid the consequences man and abandon your uhh, people)
Ok…moving on
The Germans were also extremely shameful after the war had ended? As they looked back they felt terrible, scared of the cruel and terrible inhumane killings of the innocent people who were Jews,, a lot of them women, children, disabled people, and poor men who couldn’t do anything? Poor both financially and literaly speaking.. also in poverty
They were like what monsters did we become? Oh my god fuck we can never do this again.. and they changed. They were probably the main country who didn’t Deny the fact that they had done something terrible (which is actually really respectable, considering america denies literally everything we’ve done…. god i’m ashamed to be american, oof)
Ok final thoughts bc it’s 7AM and i’m tired and want to go back to bed lol (might continue this later to analyze this more)
- the arms bands (which i read about) (nazi Germany logo looking pretty similar like it was altered to the story) (honestly i’m curious about this and i want to understand that part better)
- the giant titan (overlord) (guarding the outside world)
- the three built walls around the town/city to keep the titans out (eerily the same as the concentration camps, which were incredibly hard to access.. they were cut off from the rest of the world. they were living in a bubble away from society. too similar to the walls to the point where it becomes clearly obvious and freakishly realistic)
- eren becoming a titan himself (to “stop” the monster one becomes a monster himself)
Oh man.. i’m sorry i have to go back to bed and rest AHAHA my brain hurts
Final thoughts
- i don’t hate AOT, i just don’t really feel comfortable with this concept. I wouldn’t not finish watching it but i might be too scardey cat to be honest bc this show gets more gore-ish as it goes on and… and i generally don’t really watch violent shows, cartoons, films in general, only when i’m really curious, and maybe horror for me is more interesting if it’s you know, psychological horror. Slasher films? Hell no. Can’t watch that stuff Oi vey
- i guess it’s just, you know, not for me? But i don’t have much of an opinion.. i mean if you like it, that’s fine! Just.. don’t hate Jewish people, they’re not actually like that, ok
- i understand the author didn’t want it to be realistic to the history but it just is, symbols everywhere. So um i have no idea of the authors intent, so (hopefully he understands the sides of this deeply without going straight to hating jews and at least acknowledges that this whole war was, basically, genocide) (also themes of Koreans being taken over by Japan— nationalism not just in Europe)
- (also i know the author is Japanese it’s an anime so like duh) (why can’t we call them Japanese cartoons? They’re just cartoons! perhaps not as , um, goofy as Spongebob - actually never mind, Osomatsu-san is the Spongebob of anime) (tee hee) :-)
- i remember when i used to ship Eren and Levi wooooo (not judging the weird past me ok it was a little.. ridiculous but they’re fictional characters so whatever) (hey I shipped Levi and Hanji too! yes.)
- my dad is not religious at all but he is partly Jewish (family history)
- i would not want to show this to him, i would feel bad 💦
Ok goodbye
Head is finally done!
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